Cherrie Anne

*WARNING: RANT.

Hi,

Almost half of 2013 have gone by and I think more than anything I have experienced in the past 5 almost 6 months are fake people or people who call me because im “the only person they can turn to” and then the next minute, they are out clubbing or going out with a bunch of friends and did not even think to call you along. Worst when they are not just your friends but your family too. I don’t get why this only happens to me.

I’m kind of sick and tired of taking on everybody else’s shit but have nobody text or even spare a thought to find out how I am or how things are without having an ulterior motive. And it hurts. Because I thought we helped each other because we genuinely cared. But it turns out you only turned to me because nobody else was there for you.

Then I have friends who are just turning into people I never thought they would be. No matter how their appearances changed, I always thought the one thing that could remain constant was the friendship but no, that changed too. They became the kind of people other girls would wanna stay away from.

Then the last type are the people who you thought were your friends but turned around to just stab you in the back. You do a million things for them like tell them how important their friendship means to you and they say the same thing back only for them to have been talking shit about you to begin with.

I’m talking about a lot of people in specific. And I have to admit, this really hurt me. But the one thing I shouldn’t have let it done was let it get to me. My real friends know that I would do anything for them, and I never want to hurt them. But apparently some people are just made with two ugly faces and didnt think to at least strap on a pair. So my conclusion after being all hurt and affected, is that all of you mean shit to me now. It was nice while it lasted. But I am really done trying to keep people who did not try to keep or appreciate me. Adios!